The End of Me for Now

Earlier today I hesitated to reset all 60 thousand of my Skywars points. I couldn't find the courage to spam that Creeper Egg button, so I decided on something better. I will get to 69 thousand points, exact. Once I get to this point, which should happen by the end of the Month, I will take a big break from this server. There are a few reasons why I feel I need to leave the server, but first, let me explain one thing to you.​

Over the past few months, I've made several threads explaining how I might leave, or how something critical will happen regarding to me, those were just silly dramatic ways of me trying to get attention. Just stupid things that I tried to do to make my experience more interesting. I just thought I needed to clear this up before I can get even more hate on this.

I'm in a tight situation right now regarding my rank on the leaderboards, and the guilt that I feel. I am sandwiched between skythe1234 and TrabZit. These two players have caused me so much trouble, and I look back at how stupid I am, trying to get 1st place just because I wanted to teach them both a lesson. This has caused me unbelievable stress and depression that I can't bear to think about it any longer.

Moderating for the time that I have, up to this day, has been a great experience and fun thing that I woke up every morning just wanting to do, all day long. I do not feel this passion anymore, and therefore once I reach my Skywars points milestone, in which you all probably thing is the dumbest thing ever, I will probably retire from moderator for good.

Once I do reach my dumb Skywars milestone, I will take a several month, if not forever long break from this server. If I ever do come back after that, don't remember me as that idiot who used kits to get to 69k. I have explained several times ingame, I am using the most annoying kit of all to get to my milestone, for the sake of efficiency.

Yonda, if you would like to keep the SMP open or shut it down, that is your decision. It was a complete failure in my perspective, and was a silly idea that came from an inspiration. Nobody recorded on the server, which was the main purpose of it, to advertise Squadcraft. Nobody but me and about 3 other players every played consistently on the server.

I tried my best to host events to advertise Squadcraft in my free time, and those failed. Every time I tried, something would always ruin the event and just make me feel guilty every time. Between both PvP Tournament failures, and some other 3rd thing, at least I know inside that I did indeed try to help the server in several ways, just misguided by my clumsy self.

I would like to thank a lot of you for my experience on Squadcraft, and here is a big list of all my greatest friends this server has brought me with. MetaUniverse, TennisonPro _Katwin_, Lagxpenutpwner, GGiinger, Dibleyy, Joshy666, Fruity17D, Yum44, MCSmelter, Herobriner37, and many many more. These are just the players that have stood out the most and have shared the most memories with me. I've shared memories with all of you I will cherish that <3.

With all of this off of my chest, this will be known as my semi-goodbye thread on this forums, as I now will go for my 69k. Thank you all for the greatest technological experience in my childhood. It has been annoying, it has been depressing, and it has been very stressful. But everyone learns how to ignore that once in there life. My time is up, and here are some of my favorite screenshots on this server. "Your Amazing" ~le Jonneh







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D:

 

Hey Jonny, great knowing you man, really sad to see you go. Good luck in life, and have fun wherever you end up bro!

 

Plz no Jonny I wuv u ;-;

 

D:
When you do leave, come back, you were a great mod <3

 

:O

 

Good luck in life jon!

And always follow what is the best for yourself!

You will be remembered

 

Sad to see you go, I was a bit concerned at first about you lying about your age, but at the end of the day, you were one of the greatest friends and mods I have seen on any server, and I have learnt from you that age doesn't matter, I will always remember you bro :3

 

<3

 

Listen to this whilst reading it

 

When i listen to that I see a black guy in black and white camera footage crying about missing the goal with Messi

 

Jonny, please don't shut down SMP, now 1.8 optifine is out eri one been on and it has grown, people have started off me it's epic! Soon the spawn will be filled with shops and building I hope Yonda keeps it going as I was on straight after school as soon as I knew about it now onto goodbye, you have helped on my server with few tournaments we have had some good laughs throughout the tourneys! You have been a great mod on the server and its sad that you have to leave!
Overall, gonna miss you man! Nutella all the way!













P.S You gonna be missed by many people, and how about you YOLO Mcswaggins it and ban skythe1234 & TrabZit on your last day :L

 

Jonny seeing this thread makes me very sad, you have many friends in this server that can maybe help you with your situation. Everyone now is either deciding to quit or to take a long break, which is making the skywars community fall apart. You were one of my close friends and will always be. <3 We honestly don't care about your age.


I swear I will make sure you never make that milestone and if you quit I'll find and kidnap your turtle butt and will slap you senseless.

I'm not joking

 

Do it. Naw m8

 

Pretty sure I'm the reason he's leaving... at least one. Well I'll probably be banned sooner or later so YAY WOO THIS FEG IS GETTING BANNED WOO

 

kden

 

"I'll never leave squadcraft, whatever happens" ~le Jonneh, 2014.
Whatever happened we can help you bro.

 

^^^^

 

Unless I happen

 

ITs sad to see you leave.

 

You didnt thank me we aerent friends anymore.

 

Look back in the edit's. I had you at one point, it must of cut it off.

 

See my convo

 

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What if I reset your point?

 

Jevc was a better friend than me thAt hurts anyway gl in life

 

:0

 

Can u reset mine?

 

Then i would've failed my goal that I'd had since the last time my points reset.

 

reset mine pl0x

 

Do it yourself lul

 

I CANT ;-;

 

Y

 

I cant do /sw shop. doesnt work

 

Thread*

 

You're being very immature right now. Just stop.

 

I thought we were friends Jonny D:

And good luck getting 69 :3

 

Sorry sorry I'll stop now. So sorry maroon

 

13:15 We've had some memories <3

 

Lol i remember dat xD

 

Everyone who isn't on my friendship departure list, I said I'd add more, DW.

 

Didn't mention me, no longer friends #heartbreak </3

 

bae ily

 

Haha lmao xD

 

Yuss plz

 

aw my Po Po Pet <3

 

dontz leave

 

I cri every Tim

 

Jonny, don't go. You are a amazing mod and long time good friend! Btw, this sw was around at 2012?

 

I cry every Time! :-:

 

You watch CTFxC?

 

Idk what that is

 

;-;

 

You will be missed for sure Jonny! After the reset I tryed my best to get Much points as I can. Then I got 10k or plus. One day you came on and started to get some points. I fought you many times. I had bad laptop, when I lost the fight, I always said its because of lag . I played skywars 24/7 trying to beat you. I was addicted to skywars :3. BUT you gained 10k in a week after another week, you got 20k. I was like at 24k. You crushed my score 24k and got 30k or more. What im trying to say is we had many many good memories with you! It was nice knowing you!

 

k

 

Jonny i'll eat you <3

 

Not unless i eat you first <3

 

Rule 34 of the Internet

 

How sa

How sad. Getting depressed over minecraft wow

 

You will be missed
Everything will be ok, don't let depression and Stress take over your life
Good Luck <3

 

How sad someone makes a whole thread about how his feelings are getting hurt over minecraft








Don't be a hypocrite

 

GET REKT KID

 

<3

 

Get off the thread if your not going to do anything beneficial, Thx guys <3

 

<3

 

@Jonny_503 look at the video I posted

 

*Facepalm*

 

OWHHHHHHH
YOU GOT EM
GFREAKING

 

Not funny

 

like your username c:

 

No I didn't mean that :/. Derp was saying how sad it was to get depressed over Minecraft. When he made a whole thread about how HIS feelings are getting hurt over minecraft. I wasn't saying that to make fun, it was because he was being a hypocrite.

 

Sorry I overreacted what I meant to say is you don't know if his depression was caused by a game, depression is a terrible sickness and should not be taken lightly.
It was most likely not caused by MC.

For example I had depression and it was caused by years of abuse, bullying and my mom dying during my childhood. I felt alone and afraid and that's what caused my depression lucky its gone now.
Even though it still is hard for me to talk about it without crying a little.

That's my side of the story

 

He said in the thread he was becoming depressed because of the game.

 

how do you know that its because of a game, you dont know whats going on in his life so I suggest you STFU

 

..Because his words were literally "I am becoming sad as a result of the game"..

 

Jonny, my man,
It SOOO sux 2 c u go
I wish u the best in life and I want you to know that you are one of or my favorite mods on the whole server of Squadcraft.
I mean this right here, you will be remembered, no matter what, no matter what happens U r remembered

 

IKR HOW SA
Also @DerpPlayzMC made a thread about him getting depressed

 

Jonny, I demand you!
You can't leave!
You can't
You must not
You musn't leave
You can't leave
You will not leave!!!!
Please don't leave¡!¡!¡!¡!¡!¡!¡!¡

 

Stop tagging. Say my name but don't tag it noob

 

@Shadow
@Shadow @Shadow @Shadow @Shadow @Shadow @Shadow @Shadow @Shadow @Shadow @Shadow @Shadow @Shadow @Shadow @Shadow @Shadow @Shadow @Shadow @Shadow @Shadow @Shadow @Shadow @Shadow @Shadow

 

I'm a noob?
HOW SA

 

Stop being cocky because I spelled sad wrong. Cocky fag

 

@DerpPlayzMC

 

Ban for disrespect? @Yum44
Also Derp

 

lol

 

Oh I'm really sorry bout that, like a said I wasn't trying to make fun I know it's a really sad feeling to have.

 

Thanks, people don't understand until it happens to them

 

No problem ^_^